Michael Lee
Rattigan Rounders Hit flush on a sure swung bat: that tight, puckered smack followed by joined cries in a welter and rush- a
globe of green sent high in arc, voices urging a run to first base. (A two-handed catch for an out, or for the whole team, single-handed , a
single-handed snatch from the air)- As beyond the lattice-grille fence an ear attuned to the team’s struck pitch- Like the jump to a clear radio signal from blather and gush: an eye leaned to that small falling flight, as a hand went up in pure reflex- felt the palm clap to a stilled sureness. Nocturne Tonight I would conjure sleep- as on that day, to keep a friend at the garden fence, I conjured a frog from the undergrowth. It sprang out clear from my imagining: with its quick heart, tight-jelly stomach and sinewy hitch-kicking legs; an Adam’s-apple for a back. Shock of life that’s with me still, before it outleaped its own spell. Bay
Pond Driving its monk-like crown forward, a
coot rushes across Bay Pond- that sight to a stone’s skimming flight, childhood’s shot and open hand, beside the sudden bank: There, half way out on the pond, a
baby coot writhing in the water… Turning in the web-tangled water with an instinct blind as my own, when, years on, reeling wild, head-over in a canoe I
plumbed a stream’s clod-green underflow… Kicking and reeling till, of a sudden- what felt like the sheerest miracle- the baby coot righted itself and with pitching strokes, careening forward, made toward the opposite bank… My heart untensed with the inrush of air, in relief close to pain. With the boys for Pete The day we made a run into town: Sunday, the slow burn of evening into dark, sky a kind of mellow slumber: “church time”. Startled by that knock on the door, voices: a
question quickly posed and poised, expectant. Then us as sudden hurrying into town, Leaping posts, chasing a path down a
dark watchfulness of factories, beside the closed and shadowing park. Excited as our voices, laughing as we rubbed shoulders, snatched at each other in a flurry of feet through the dimness. To the lights, the road that seemed long then- up and over the bridge. Far from home now and wild with release, abandoned to this release… Past the horsechestnut tree, its unlit hugeness shafted by a lamp-post’s fizzling flare: waspish light conquered by the conker tree. Over the Waddon road and up to the crossing, then on past The Parish Church. In by the back end of town. The film we saw starts into view: its foamy, bizarre, freewheeling shots ghosted by an opening of doors- Us bursting joyful into evening, as we pranked homeward and again past that church, where now you lie. | 
